Jaxson Monique said they’ll come back. But why do I feel like they won’t? Do I trust her words, or do I just based on this grief I am having? Everything that’s happening to us makes no sense to the point that I can’t figure out what to believe anymore. There is this unsettling feeling inside me that tells me that something’s not right. It’s as if, they haven’t died, but they were sucked in a place where they were called for a purpose. Are they really gone? What does she meant when they’ll come back? Ever since we went home without them, everything’s empty and no one has the strength to even fake on a smile just to lift up our spirits. This cold house, large chilly room, and my alcohol filled with ice is the witness of all the pain I can’t speak of because I have no one to talk to. Gab