Zane I found it especially difficult to watch my sister enjoying time with Xavier. The same guy that my mate rejected me for. Sometimes when I saw him do something sweet for Zoey, I would wonder if he did the same thing for Felicity while they were together, and that always left me feeling blue. Xavier is the one I blamed for the initial rejection, but I blamed myself for Felicity’s sudden departure from my life. If I had just accepted her when she asked, I wouldn’t have lost her in the end. It was a hard truth to admit, and I couldn’t help but to regret the way I treated Felicity. I was spending way too much time thinking about what I could have done differently, and it was doing more harm to me than good. I was in serious need of a distraction, but I couldn’t turn to Zoey for tha