I wake up with eye bags on my eyes. They are red out of all the crying I did last night. The pain of Matt not talking to me has formed into a lump in my chest. I reach for my phone on the nightstand and groan when I realize I switched it off. I had to do it because of the endless calls I got last night. I switch it on and get disappointed all over again when I notice there is nothing from Matt. No calls. No messages. Absolutely nothing and all I want to do is cry again. The pain is too much to handle. “Call me back soon. I need to know that you are okay.” That’s from Jasmine. “We need to talk cousin. Just relax. Take two deep breaths and call me. We are going to get to the bottom of this.” That’s Irene. She is my best cousin and I know she will help me out. The other messages are from