Urgh!
What a right time for one to choose to visit! He curses under his breathe and cups my face in his hands. I’m still in shock of what he just did.
“Let me check who is at the door. I will be right back baby.” He kisses me lightly and walks out leaving me leaning against the wall.
Baby?
He changes his mood so fast. One time he is mad, the other time composed and smiling. One time he calls me Melanie and the other time baby. He is so unpredictable. How do I keep up with his mood swings? How am I supposed to deal with this Matt?
I walk to his bed and sit down my face in my hands. What the hell is happening to me? Why am I so desperate to tell him to make love to me? Am I losing my sanity when he is around? I have never begged a man for anything but with matt, it’s so different. I d
