I drive to school humming to Zayn’s 'dusk till dawn' this Tuesday morning. It takes me back to the day we were playing the guitar with Drake in my room. It looks like many years ago but it’s barely two weeks. I wonder how he is. Not that I want him back but I don’t like using people and dumping them. It’s not like we were really together anyway. We shared some intimacy and that’s only because I was naïve and wanted to get Matt off my mind.
I remember how he threw Drake out and laugh. He confessed that he had been jealous of Drake and didn’t want to see him in our house but he didn’t want to say it. He was not into dating until he met me and couldn’t resist me. His words not mine.
He has become my weakness of late. I love him so much and I know he is in love with me though has not said it
