IT TOOK ME A couple of seconds to finally bring myself back to earth because for a second there my mind just flew up to space and I almost lost it; same as my rational thinking and overall sanity. Cyrus is in front of me. He's still n***d, which isn't really a good sign because it means this is all real and I wasn't dreaming about everything earlier. He makes me sit on the bed, and we just stay there without even exchanging words. Cyrus explained to me the concept of the cameras earlier. What we're about to do here is going to be broadcasted live so everyone at the gathering could observe. Of course, that makes it worse because it only means Catalina and the others will be observing it too. And it's only now that I realize that this is what Chance and Luis meant when they said I'm only