(35) I wasn’t his favorite after all You know I can’t still believe that grandpa is gone and is gone for good, he was my favorite person after my dad of course but all the same I am still thinking about his wish before h did, he said blood is thicker than water but I don’t think my cousin Bailey thought about it before ruining my life, I always thought she was my best friend but seems like I was living in my own fantasy, as I walk out of the room looking defeated, I have a series of questions on my mind and a lot of things running in my head, I just don’t know what to deal with at the moment, but all the same, we still have a life to live, like we got no choice whatsoever when it come to matters we can’t handle on ourselves, we just let fate take course “Can I drive you home? I think yo

