(38)She is still out there I wake up to a totally different room than I am used to, the walls are all white and the environment around me is totally different and unfamiliar, I try to open my eyes again but the lights in the room are just too much, I can’t see clearly but at least I can see something and recognize anything around me, I try to stretch my arm so that I can get out of the bed but my abdomen hurts as hell “Hey watch out, you are going to hurt yourself, the stitches are not yet healed you need to rest and by the I mean a total bed rest and I am just going to tell your boyfriend that you are up, he has been wandering restlessly in the corridors hoping that you will wake soon” the nurse on duty I guess says and I look at her confused, I mean all I remember was mom calling that

