Chapter 46: Quick SilverDear Joey,
Myles won’t return my calls or even answer my text messages. He’s hiding, hoping that with time, Nick and I will forget him. I’m not sure how Nick feels, but I do know that I can’t pretend what we had with Myles, as short-lived as it was, didn’t transform me.
Did I talk too much? Ask for too much? Did I push too hard or not hard enough? Sometimes, at night, when Nick and I lie close together in bed, I feel an emptiness there between us where Myles used to be. How greedy can I be? Some people have no one to share their days and nights with, and here I am, complaining?
Nick seems on edge these last days. He stays up late working on the computer and comes to bed drunk and exhausted, crashing down next to me like an albatross on a ship’s deck.
He won’t ta
