[Summer's POV] THE PAST TEN months have been incredibly challenging for me. The sudden drop in my strength and my mood swings is taking a toll on me. Gone are the days of a feisty Summer. I am striving to keep up the way I used to be—hyperactive and pumped up. Everything seems to be a joke for me. I am miss spending time with Stella and Nadine. We used to do just about anything. We laugh at our silly jokes, and pranking is our thing. Yeah, I am such a dork! But no one knows what I am going through or what I really feel deep within me. I'm tired of pretending to be strong. So, over hiding from my pretty little lies. It must be karma. If I die, then I will die. But, thinking of the children at the orphanage in Pueblo makes me sad. I still want to live longer for them and Sto