TOM I toss and turn in my bed unable to fall asleep , I think it is partly because I was getting used to sleeping on the sofa in Zara's suite , which is the most comfortable sofa in the world , even more comfortable than this bed , and partly because I have not stopped overthinking about everything that just happened in the last few days , it seems too much to assimilate at once. Not only was I with Zara in that intimate way that I had been longing for years , but for the first time in what seems like an eternity , she managed to open up to me and relax by being by my side , even if it was for a few days and only in the evening , she told me about many things that we had never had a chance to talk about , she ventured to me about how difficult her new role as CEO is being , about h

