ZARA.
I had tried to convince Chase to stay in bed with me for the rest of the day, but that had only given me fifteen extra minutes of his time. It was the best fifteen extra minutes of my life.
Things have been going great with us recently, and I was loving it. But I would be lying if I said I wasn’t a little bit scared that something would happen out of nowhere.
I felt like maybe I didn’t deserve any of this, like Chase or the baby or even being alive. I keep getting agitated, and my anxiety spiking from time to time. Everything seems too easy to be real. To be okay.
‘You deserve all this and more,’ Nia whispered.
‘But it’s hard to think that.’
‘Well get rid of that thought and enjoy everything you currently have.’
She was right and I was going to do all I could to enjoy the hap
