(Julia) At first, I was scared. I didn't know what to expect when Logan's sudden change of mood darkened the atmosphere. Even Lilly started pacing in my mind, but I had to talk myself out of being scared because I knew that Logan wouldn't intentionally hurt me. He constantly talked about trust and communication, and that's what I was focusing on more. So, instead of fear, I took a deep breath and focused more on the way Logan was hitting me in the palm of my hand. Once I focused more on that part, I realized how turned on I was about it. He had told me that he valued respect and honesty at all times. So, if he was hurting me, I knew that I should tell him or use my safe words to make him stop. But, it hasn't gotten to that part yet, and I was surprised that I was enjoying myself mor

