Chapter 17
Even though they spent the rest of the day together, Avery insisted on going home that night. He had a lecture to give the next morning, and he needed to get his head together. He and Jameson hadn’t talked much. They mostly laid in bed and held each other, with only occasional conversation. They napped at one point, and Jameson gave him a blowjob good enough to make his knees wobble.
Avery didn’t know what to say, but he still couldn’t get that sense of betrayal, however small, to completely leave his head. His head told him he wasn’t cheating on Luke, but there was that tiny kernel in his heart that said he was, and until he could get past that, he just didn’t know what to say.
But the fact that he wanted to get past it made him feel as though he was making progress.
He and
