Sitting ideally on the toilet seat Zaiden stared at the pictures taken with Leo. As he thought about the moment when he took the picture with him as he was pissed off for taking pictures with Louis made his lips twitch on both sides forming a cute smile. But as reality hit his thought and made him realize that he will no longer be able to be by his side, the smile disappeared in no second. Zooming in and out Leo's face he stroked the screen gently with his finger. Tears streamed down his eyelids and dropped on the screen making it slippery. The more he thought about him no longer being by his side, the more his heart ached and chills ran down his spine. He felt like someone was strangling his throat and was not letting him breathe. 'You have to survive this, Zaiden. You can do it,' he