I was such a lousy liar. It wasn't a good night for me as I couldn't sleep. There were too many random thoughts running through my mind. Plus, the fact that my body wanted badly to move out of the bed. I was uneasy, and hoping it would be over soon, I listened to my body's request. I moved out of the bed and out of the room. The house was filled with silence. I could hear murmurs from the kitchen area but it was indistinct. They were quieter than earlier. There were no noises of laughter at all. It was only more than an hour since Razbill left me to sleep. I wasn't the type to eavesdrop. The last time I remember doing this was at old Nemie's house and because there was nowhere for me to go. And I had to make myself believe I was doing this to get cold water and nothing else. "Enough of t