I was excited to go home and listened to his songs but was also a bit sad because of our conversation. He had a point though. Yet, I couldn't help but overthink about it. I could tell he knew I was already thinking about it but I needed more time. I didn't want to go back just because I missed home. I was not sure if I was ready yet.
With that fight with Sue and the fact that I was still getting to know more about him, I don't think I was ready. It was more than six months. It felt long but I hadn't accomplished anything yet. The thought of going back to Manila brought so much pressure to me.
Was it enough? Was my running away became worth it?
I appreciated all the good things that happened, especially my relationship with Razbill and the people around us. But what about the people in
