Matt It should be a good feeling to know we are one step closer to getting Gabi back and stopping the Rosewater clan for good, but instead, all I can think about is how out of place I feel. I felt this a lot growing up, thinking I never quite fit in with the rest of my family. My father always made it clear that he thought I didn’t live up to his standards. It made me angry, wanting to try to get him to notice me, but eventually I stopped giving a f**k. He was perfectly fine with ignoring me—until it became clear that I might leave the pack. He couldn’t live with the fact that I might no longer be a part of the clan. How dare I, his son, do such a thing? But I pushed ahead thanks to the help of my at the time future pack. They proved to me I didn’t need to do anything but be true to mys