Jake At around a half past two we left the restaurant. It had been the most boring one hour of my life and my greatest regret. My fear was Lisa. Even if it was a contract I remembered like it were yesterday promising her that I was going to respect her like a girlfriend and a lunch date with my ex was not even the slightest show of that respect. Perhaps she had seen it coming, all the shame and humiliation from Whitney she had a hunch it was going to happen and that's why she looked un-bothered like I expected, maybe because of the contract but she seemed like someone who had created room for dissapointment such that nothing really surprised her. After lunch Whitney finally decide to leave us alone and I had to drive Lisa back to work instead of her taking a cab that she really wanted