Any women would die to be in my situation right now . Having two very eligible , upright , wealthy men to choose from and yet I found myself wanting to not exist at this moment completely . On a logical side of things , the sensible decision would be to choose Elliot . He was thoughtful , rarely ever brooding , was sensitive and sensible , had a great sense of humour , worked with cause , was a gentleman . There was simply no flaw that I could think of .
Besides the fact and truth that I did not feel attracted to him in a way that would be essential to making such a choice or that was vital for a relationship such as the one he had an inclination to with me . If my cap had not already been set in Nicholas , perhaps even if I had met Elliot first , the situation may have been different bu
