She couldn' t possibly be thinking on delivering in her threat , could she ? It wouldn' t serve her in any way and she would gain nothing of value from doing such a thing . I could only pray that she would remain mum about my beneficial relationship with Nicholas and had merely sought out to scare me and cause me discomfort .
But , then again , my mother never made sound decisions . She always acted out on emotion and spite . She spared no thought for the emotions of another so long as her were spared . So , just as I may not understand how and why she would do such a thing to me , I couldn' t hold out on luck and hope when I knew better . It was like my intuition was begging me , almost forcing me to be realistic and now lay it all on an assumption . Every thing within me yelled at me t
