AFTER I RETURNED home and walked straight to my bedroom, I became even more emotional when I saw the suit on the hanger that I had sewn myself for Trevor but I had not been able to give it to him.
I took it from the hanger and placed it properly on the bed and then I lay down and leaned my head on it while I was still crying.
I wasn't able to give this piece to him when I was in San Pablo and I thought of giving this to him after we talked about us, but as to what happened today? I just couldn't know if I would still give this to him, now that he just broke my heart one big time! I couldn't even know if I would still find the motivation to talk to him or even look at him in his eyes because as of this moment, I would not want to see him!
Monday came and I went back to my work in the off
