“Mooommyyyyy!!” I heard screeching in the silent night as I sprung forward with a sudden jerk. Confused and on high alert I looked around frantically while still glued to the seating position I was yanked out of sleep with. My heart pounded in my chest threatening to push its way out of its cage. “Bam! Bam! Bam!” it thumped. I tried to control my breathing, but it too was erratic and frantic. I couldn’t think as my mind swam with urgency . Terror. Frantic discombobulation that something was wrong. “Moommyyyy!” rang in my ears. My head snapped right. Eyes darting through the night air looking…. Searching for the source of the call but not finding it. “Johna…” I started to say reaching out to wake him but felt nothingness while my sight was stationary on the stillness of the night… u