Stay Forever

plain, boring and bitter

Ledger's p.o.v

She surprises me and brings it up first though. Her couch is so small, so when she sits next to me, she is nearly on my lap. "Ledger, thank you for defending me back then. I know you didn't mean what you said about being my fiance and all of that. You were just doing it to help me out. Please don't think that I expect anything from you, because I don't." she tells me. I smirk. This is what I like about her. "I don't lie, Hannah, and I would never say something that I didn't mean." I tell her. "Oh" she says and puts her hair behind her ear. "What do you think about our mothers. Two crazy ladies, right?" I ask her. "I wouldn't mind a crazy mom. I wish my mother was alive. I would go along with all of her craziness." she says, and I don't miss the sadness in her voice. "Well, I will share my crazy mother with you, because let me tell you, she can be a lot." I tell her. "She's so sweet" she tells me and I nod. Mom really is the best. "I love my mother. She is the most amazing human in the world. She deserves to be happy and I want her to be happy." I tell her. "Is she not happy now?" she asks me, looking concerned. "Our family is not what you would think it is. Just because we have money doesn't mean we are happy." I tell her. "I don't know what you think about our arranged marriage, but if you would like to go through with it, I don't mind." I tell her. "Yeah, I know you want to make your mom happy and that is what she wants, right?" she answers. I want to answer and tell her not just mom. Being here with her feels so right. We just met, yet I feel like she already belongs to me, with me. I don't want to scare her though, so I just agree. "Yeah, mom will be so happy" I say and her face falls. "Your mom wanted it too," I remind her. She smiles. "Too bad she won't be here to watch it all play out though" she says sadly. The lights flicker and stay on, so she goes around turning off the candles. "Want to watch a movie?" she asks me. "Sure," I say, anything to make her happy. She grabs the remote and flickers through the TV until she finds a movie.

I wake up and I am sore. We fell asleep watching the movie. Hannah is laying on top of me, all stretched out. How we both fit on this small a$$ couch, I will never know. I lie here like a duma$$ so she can sleep a little more. A little while later, she begins to move around and she sits up. Her a$$ right on my hard on.. This will scare her away for sure. She stretches and her t!ts are just there. This girl will be the death of me. Does she not know how hot she is? She gets up and looks at me. She looks like an angel. One with messy, wild hair. "Sorry Ledger. I fell asleep on top of you." she giggles, but all I can look at are her b00bs. "Want some coffee?" she asks. "Sure" I say. She clicks some buttons. "Never mind, the power is out again. I need to get ready for class." she tells me. "I need to get home" I say. I check my phone and see a text from my brother saying he dropped off not just clothes, but also a car for me and that he slid the key under her door. "Go get ready, I will take you to get coffee and drop you off." I tell her. She smiles and goes to get ready.

She returns wearing jeans and a t-shirt and some plain white tennis shoes. Her hair is up in a pony tail and her face is makeup free, but she put on a pair of glasses. She looks even better like this. I can't stop staring at her. "I'm ready to go" she tells me, so I nod and we walk out to my car. I bring us to a coffee shop near her school. She orders her sugar filled drink and I order an all black coffee. She eyes my drink like it is the nastiest thing she has ever seen. "Want a taste?" I ask her. She drinks out of my cup and grimaces. "Ledger, this is plain, boring and bitter" she says. "Like me," I shake my eyebrows. "You are none of those things," she says, blushing. "Come on, let me go drop you off, before we are both late" I tell her. I park and she thanks me. She is about to get of the car when I grab her wrist. "Put your number in my phone. I want to be able to get a hold of my fiancee at all times and if you need me, call me. I will always answer. If your foster parents bother you, call me and I will take care of them," I tell her. She happily puts her number in my phone and I text her so I can make sure she gave me the right number. I don't think she wouldn't. It would be awkward if she did, but I still have to make sure. Her phone dings. "Save my number." I tell her. "What time are you done with school?" I ask her. "5pm" she says. Damn, she really is here all day. "What time do you go to work?" I ask her. "9pm" she says. "I will be here at 5pm to pick you up. I will take you to dinner and drop you off at work" I tell her. "Ledger, you don't have to do that" she tells me. "Hey, you are my fiancee. I need to do these things for you." I tell her. "You don't. I know this marriage is just to make your mom happy" she tells me. I stay quiet for a moment, thinking about her words. "It isn't Hannah. I will be here at 5" I say. "Fine" she huffs. "Hey, no attitudes, come here," I say and put my hand on the back of her head and pull her in and slam my lips on to hers. I tried to hold back, but I just couldn't anymore. I need a small taste, something to get me by. My tongue sweeps her whole mouth. "Go on, I will see you later" I say once we pull away from the kiss to breathe. She places her fingertips on her lips and smiles. "Byye, bye Ledger" she says and gets off. She looks back and waves at me. I roll the windows up. Man she's sweet.