Hannah
Ledger and I have so much to talk about, but for some reason, all I want is for him to be here with me right now. He is asking me to let him back in. I am not sure if I can do that after everything that happened. I don't even want to talk about all of our problems right now. I just want him to be here and tell me that everything with our daughter is going to be alright. I must have lost my mind though, because I know we have to talk. Things need to be settled, but seeing him and seeing how worried he was back at the restaurant and how he rushed me here, to the hospital, it moved something inside of me. Maybe it is me thinking that I still have my Ledger, the man I love dearly. Hoping he still loves me and will love our baby girl. I sigh. They do an ultrasound and we see our daughte
