Hannah It is now the rehearsal dinner and I am in this room with Isabel, getting ready. I feel so beautiful. A woman walks in with a clip board. "Mrs. Slade, we need the bride with her dad at the front in 5 minutes. You and your husband will walk with your son or no?" she asks. My heart drops. I don't have a dad, or anyone to walk me down the aisle. Holden isn't here. I could ask Mr. Danby. I mean he is all I have, but that doesn't feel right. I have no idea what Isabel tells her, but the woman keeps talking. "We need the flower girl and ring bearer." and I break down crying. "Hannah, what's wrong?" Isabel asks. "I..I can't do this" I say. "What, why?" she is now in tears and I feel so bad. "I don't have anyone. Who will be the flower girl?" I cry. "Go call Ledger," Isabel tells the girl