Hannah I answer the phone and Ledger begins rambling on and on, not letting me get a word in. I know I said we needed to talk but all day I have had this headache that won't go away no matter what. The exam today was confusing. I am not as confident in my score as I was in my previous exam. Nothing made sense today. I kept reading the same question over and over and couldn't think of the answer and all I wanted to do was cry. I said I wouldn't allow this to affect me, but it is affecting me a lot. This is my life and right now should be a happy time in my life. I should be passing my exams, meeting new people, traveling, hanging out with friends and building a great relationship with my husband. I should be looking for my brother too, but no, instead I am feeling miserable and, oh yeah, I