I need to come up with a plan for my own future. I do not want to take over my fathers company. I don't need it and I don't want it. My father can easily take one of his many employees under his wing and train them. Let one of them become a soul less human being willing to give up everything that should matter and mean something to them in their life.
To say my relationship with Emma has become filled with unknown certainty, more for her than for me, is an understatement. I know I left her a mess that night, telling her every word said from my fathers damn mouth and watching her face go from shining bright to pale was unbearable. Telling her about my parents disapproval created a bit of tension between us since, but I will not allow it to break us. I never want to withhold any informatio
