"Are you sure you do not want to come with us to SoCal?" Kevin asks me for the millionth time. I sigh and hug him with all my strength. I then push him away getting irritated. He needs to get his life situated out there. I can't hold him back from what he wants to do out there just because I am a broken hearted mess right now.
"Stop asking me. I do not want to be the third wheel. You and Melanie need time to figure out where you guys stand. I need time to figure out what I want to do next year. I am going to officially be a senior and you are officially a freshman in college! We need this time to figure ourselves out. Do not worry about me. I will be ok." I manage to plaster a smile on my face but truthfully I am completely devastated on the inside. Kevin somewhat believes me, but he kno
