I replayed our song over and over but it was no use. She ignored it. She ignored me. I begged her to come out and she refused. I hurt her once again. She never slept with anyone else. She never gave her heart to anyone else and here I am thinking she had and giving myself to everyone else. The only person I had ever wanted in my life just proved to me how much she loved me and only me, and I once again sh!t all over it.
My life without her was my downfall. Every night knowing she was in college without me, living without me, loving without me, fueled my need to bury my love for her so deep that I could no longer feel it. I knew she was with someone better than me and giving them every ounce of herself, her mind, her body, her soul, but to find out that she never was has broken me complet
