I swear to god that if I died right now, I would die the happiest f!cking person on the planet. I am going home a changed person. Never did I imagine in my wildest dreams that that could happen, to me. It was the best night of my life. Emma and I got along so well, sharing stories and talking about everything and anything, that this is what it must feel like to actually feel something- to feel anything other than loneliness and anger. I showed her a part of me that nobody really knows. Yeah I have my friends, but they don't know my inner turmoil.
Emma is everything any guy could ever want. She is caring, funny, filled with wonder, someone that can bring the good out of people. She doesn't judge me. She doesn't pity me. She listened to my sad truths and made me feel hopeful, that maybe, j
