Having my moment killed by my father pissed me off completely. I know Emma seen the change in me. I was one minute in utter bliss with my girl and her sweet lips on mine and the next thing I was stone cold and emotionless. My sense of being shifted into highly guarded. I did not want Emma to see me at my whits end if my mother and father came barreling in. I didn't want Emma to see how I can get in a fit of rage if I even answered the damn phone.
They have the tendency to just pop up whenever they please, which of course they can because its their house but still. I had to get her out of there fast. I was scared they were going to show up right then and there. Emma has nothing to do with my family troubles and I want to keep it like that. I want to shield her from the darkness. My darkne
