I sit here at this damn wedding rehearsal dinner party fuming on the inside. That f!cker is still in her life?! I already knew that they had dated for a couple of months back in the day when Noah let it slip when I was talking to him of course asking about her. I remember the bile that rose in my throat when he told me. I felt sick to my stomach. I wanted better for her. She deserved better than me but him?! I cringed at the thought of him touching what was mine. Kissing her, holding her, making love to her. I paved a path for them. I hated myself for doing that.
I couldn't complain though because I would then be a hypocrite on top of an i***t and asshole and pathetic human to even exist. I've had a different girl in my bed trying to fill the void in my heart almost every night. They'd c
