Lana's POV
It has been a week and I'm now standing with my black heels digging into the crispy leaves on the ground, sobs that I hear in a distance as my world is in a zone. The wind blows through my loose hair, my sunglasses in place. The weather is cloudy, I guess to kind of fit this mood. Staring at my dad's coffin as it is being lowered into the ground as the gut-wrenching sobs of my mother brought me out of my zone. Reality kicked in when I really looked at my dad's coffin.
Tears streamed down my face before I knew it. I tried to keep it together to stop myself from sobbing in front of everyone. I was standing under a tree and far away from my mother and the rest of my siblings who were with her, but aunt Jamie and aunt Amber were comforting her. The media had respect for us but th
