Lana's POV I couldn't sleep last night and the fruit stayed down. I looked at my phone as I continued to lay in bed. Arden had been calling and texting me non-stop but I ignored it all. I got up to get ready for the day. What I wanted to do was just watch movies, my siblings would be going to school and I would have some peace and quiet. As I dried myself in the en suite bathroom, I looked at the termination pills on the vanity cabinet. I took the little bag that it was in and I placed it inside of the drawer. Taking a deep breath, I just forced myself not to think about it. I got dressed and there was a knock on my bedroom door. "Come in," I called out. The door opened and it was my dad. "I wanted to let you know that I have gotten you in at university, you will be starting on Mond