Lana's POV I sat down in a recliner across from Miranda. She was just happy and I wish that I had that back. My happiness was taken from me the moment that I found out about Arden's ex-wife and son, but I am trying hard to move on and to be happy again despite all these things. "Terry said that she wants to come over but she has classes to attend. She misses you," Miranda said to Arden. "I miss her too, but I want her to focus on her studies. Lana and I might go back to New York so that Lana can get a break from everything else," he said. Charl is now asleep in Arden's arms. I clasped my hands on my lap. I felt like I had put myself in a box because usually I would be a step ahead of things when I spoke. I miss my old self because now I have this broken person who is more quiet and