Lana's POV Uncle Reggie stayed behind to look after my siblings. I was in a different world. My feet were heavy as I took each step in the lounge, hugging myself. This was the hardest thing that had been thrown at me... for us. I can't be without my dad. Tears well up in my eyes again and I tried my best to not cry. It is so hard when you're hurting from grief and it just won't go away. How can it? My father died. My father was a brilliant man, and I really wish that all of this is a nightmare that I can just wake up from. The front door opened and Aunt Jamie and my mother entered. My mother didn't seem like herself, she just looked straight at me but there was nothing in her eyes, like a person without a soul. I could see that she had been crying. She walked up to me and I still tried