Lyssa Now my heart broke for my sister. If Ray found out, he would do whatever he could to get her to abort the baby. And if he found out after it was too late, he was going to make her life hell. It was a red flag of his that I ignored when I was with him, even after he told me of more than one ex of his that he paid off to abort their pregnancies. And there was one thing Ray said he was always happy about with me, which is now laughable since he still cheated on me. I am unable to have children; it's medically impossible. When I was sixteen, I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, and when I was seventeen, the doctors decided to do a total hysterectomy along with removing my ovaries. It was one of the worst times in my life, and now thinking about it, it will have to be something I talk to