LAVENDER'S POV
I feel like water has been thrown at me as Damon did not walk towards me after standing up from his swivel. Okay, I assumed. My bad. I brushed my palm in my face as I feel really embarrassed.
Though, assuming that Damon will come near me again. I think it's not that bad because it only just means that I'm ready and strong-willed enough to stop Damon if ever he tries to do something again.
I really don't want to lose my inhibitions anymore every time that a part of Damon touches a part of me. Damon being able to kiss me while I always ended up liking it something that I want to stop because if I continue letting him in my system, I know that I will end up falling in love with Damon.
I mean, I have been attracted to him since back then but at that time, we don't always
