15. Why Don't I Feel Happy? Michelle It's mid-morning, and while I'm focused on work, I receive a message on my phone. I see the sender's name and, with butterflies in my stomach, I open it. "Ryan's lawyer contacted me, the divorce process is underway." As I read those words, a sharp pain pierces my chest. It's a fact. I remain in shock, staring at the screen, not knowing how much time passes. Suddenly, Vero's voice pulls me out of my reverie. “Mich... Are you okay?” Her voice forces me to look up. I look at her, confused, as if I didn't recognize her. “Mmm... yes, I'm fine,” I try to smile, but I'm sure my expression doesn't fool anyone. Vero watches me with concern. “Are you sure?” she asks skeptically. “Yes, I'm fine, don't worry. What were you telling me?” Despite her distrust