30. What Would I Miss About Him?
Michelle
If I said the end of the conversation with Ryan was awkward, it would be an understatement. His way of speaking, his tone, the things he said... everything seemed laced with jealousy. But that didn't make sense. He had never acted that way with me. With Blake, on the other hand, I recall several occasions when he was about to fight with men who showed interest in her when she was out on the dance floor.
But with me, it was never like that. It never awakened that protective instinct in him when someone looked at me or tried to approach me. And, although it shouldn't matter to me, a part of me can't help but wonder why.
I flop onto the bed and sigh, exhausted. I think about everything that has changed in my life in just a month. It's impressive h
