As she stepped inside the mansion, she felt like she was going through a new roller coaster ride. This place has too much, both in her memories and her nightmares. There was laughter and sadness. Her alive son and her dead son's memories. She has done soul-searching in the past few months. Now, can she get ready to bear all the toxicity that she may or will get by entering this place? Maybe she can and maybe she cannot. After all, nobody wants to get hurt, at least not willingly unless they are foolish. People turn into fools when they are in love. As for whether Meirah was a fool or not… only she knew the answer. What she had for Lucian was something complicated that even she couldn’t comprehend at this moment. Whether she would be able to forgive him for being irresponsible for her