There was nothing more painful than the silence of the person you love. Its unbearable. For me, things were already that way. So Ethan's silence was just making everything even more suffocating than it already was.
I didn't actually expect him to jump at me with sympathy and forgive me from the get go. That was the most stupidest thing to even consider. And I wasn't blaming him either for being so silent. I understand what he must be going through within himself. There was not one thing. In the past months, I have built a dark world of lies and betrayals around me. And now that I have finally let him in, I could only imagine what he must be going through at this point. If I put myself in his shoes, I would have shouted and bellowed at him for being such a liar cheater to me. But instead
