Mia I stared at the two white pills in my hand and popped them in my mouth, for some reason tears filled the corners of my eyes but I popped them in anyway. Glancing at the clock, I realised half the night has went by and I was still fast awake. These pills would also take some time to kick off. Earlier, when I used to take them occasionally it would be a matter of minutes before I would pass out. But as the occasional has turned into a habit now, their effect was slowly starting to wear off. But I didn't have any other option. I couldn't sleep. My mind has turned into my biggest enemy and it was certainly doing things to me that I didn't expect or just saw happening in movies. I am always tired these days.