Easton Pov
I walked slowly through the street, feeling numb, uncaring. More than once I felt Hayden’s hand grip my arm, pulling me away before a car hit me, and honestly, I started to contemplate just running into it. It’s been a long time since I wondered about death. How it would feel, where I’d go. I could feel the outline of my phone in my pocket and sighed, wishing I could talk to Abby. I wanted to break away from Hayden and run to Abby, let her know everything that was happening, but mom…I couldn’t just leave her there like that. She stood, frowning at me as I tried to pretend to smile. I wasn’t even sure if it was working. She had a worried look on her face and I wondered if my smile was broken. It wouldn’t surprise me, everything else was broken. As I stepped on the sidewalk I gav
