I felt like I was floating. I didn’t know what to do. I was so distracted with everything. “Are you ready?” Devin asked. I blinked multiple times when I looked at Devin. I swallowed hard and gave him a smile. “Hmm? Uhh, yeah I’m okay. Let’s go,” I said. He smiled again before nodding. “Come on, let’s go,” he said, wrapping his arms around my waist. I sighed and went with him anyway. We were holding each other’s hand as we went through the building’s elevator. I still couldn’t get my head off the questions that I have in my head. I looked at Devin and somehow I envied how he managed to look good and okay about everything when I knew that he wasn’t. I mean, will you be really okay if your wife couldn’t even remember you? Of course not. He’s just downplaying it because he didn’t want