I would be lying to myself if I said that I was able to get something from what Lyka said. I mean, I get what she meant…but I was still confused as f**k. Maybe she’s right, listening to what other people say won’t help me now because unlike what she said about me being the only one to decide about this, I couldn’t. My mind was chaotic..
I sighed. After our talk, Lyka left me there in the garden. She said she had some things to take care of, so here I am, alone in the garden again. I bit my lip as I went to a nearby bench and sat there. The background noises from the warriors’ training were all I heard. I closed my eyes to feel the cold breeze that was embracing me.
As much as I wanted to address these feelings, I couldn’t… I didn’t know how. These are all foreign to me. I mean back in
