Damn it! I can't do this anymore. I can't be a dumbass again. I am so sorry. Please, forgive me. I know that I don't deserve your forgiveness cause I'm a bastard, right. A crazy son of f*****g b***h for hurting you. For almost killing you, my other half but believe me, I am regretting all of it. So I beg of you. Please, fight and open your eyes. I won't do those things to you. Won't lay a hand on you ever again. I promise to take care of you from now on. I promise that no one can ever hurt you as long as I'm breathing. So please wake up... wake up, mate.