I've never faced the consequences of my choices. I've never sat and talked to the ghosts I created, or the demon that sat on my shoulder and let me know it was all for a purpose. When Genevieve asked me about my guilt, I had never given it too much thought before. I don't think I ever wanted to think about it. It has been easier over the years to tell myself that everything I have done and will have to do in the future is for bettering the family. But I know that is a load of bullshit. A lot of what I have done lately are for selfish reasons, mainly to be with the man I love. To be completely honest with myself, I wouldn't change a f*****g thing either.
But I don't know if I can ever advise my little sister on how to live with this kind of darkness in her soul, should she choose to be mor
