"I just want you to know that you're very special... and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has." ~Stephen Chbosky, When my eyes open again, I find myself in a bathtub and although my eyes is kind of blur I can hear the voices of both Rebecca and Judith and hands all over my body, washing and scrubbing me. A fear rises up in me, not for being naked or being washed, but for what I might have done subconsciously. My body shakes violently and I begin to struggle to get out of the tub even when I don't see anything. "Mr. Hilton, please stay still. We are almost through with bathing you." I Judith voice comes up to say as she fetches a bowl of warm water and pours it onto my head without warning me and I gasps out taking deep breaths and almost choking i

